A “Page 33” testimony is what you want. Page 33 of Gospel Principles, last print page of Chapter 7.
Testimony from the Holy Ghost is, generally speaking, not a binary — 0/1, off/on — proposition. It can be, but not always.There are degrees, a scale.
I conceptualize it as there being three main areas on the scale: Think, Believe, Know. Sub-divide it further however you wish. In my book: “think” is an opinion without action; true “belief” leads to action; and “know” crosses some threshold.
There is a grey area between “think” and “believe.” And another grey area between “believe” and “know.”
But there are inflection points, a point beyond which it is obvious that you are in the higher territory of the scale.
Language is imprecise in these grey areas. For instance, you might say “I think that I know” or “I believe that I know.” But the inflection point I speak of is such that you take a breath, and solemnly say “I know that I know.” This is what is described on page 33.
This is the miracle, the supernatural. It is transformative. It is your own internal “proof” of the existence of the Godhead, and of whatever other pure information/intelligence that comes along with the experience.
Once you go beyond that threshold/inflection point into “Know” territory, those things can’t be denied without deceiving oneself. But, you can lose those things through sin — light can be lost or taken away. The Lord said He will take away from those who don’t continue to receive.
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Transformation. Conversion. It is an ongoing process.
I’ve heard the phrase “deep roots of conversion,” meaning that which anchors you against opposing forces.
Conversion, meaning change, is more than acquiring information, or the testimony/knowledge. It is when our heart and mind changes. Our desires change. Our attitudes change. These things then lead to change in behavior. Repeated behavior, habit, then strengthens the other changes, creating more resistence to opposition.