That blighter Fink-Nottle won the Scripture Prize with his sleeves positively bursting with lists of the Kings of Judah–absolutely!–and on the strength of it they are making him the candidate to stand for MP in the local hustings and the Telegraph has consulting testing integrity experts who say that his blasted skullduggery doesn’t qualify as cheating.  It makes a common man of the people like Bertram Wooster dashed shirty.  I mean to say, one rule for the toffs and another for a hard-working blue collar fellow like yours truly!

So argues a team of Spanish researchers in a splashy new documentary.

Reasons for skepticism:

• “splashy new documentary”
• There appears to be some uncertainty about whether the remains they tested are Columbus’ or not
• They haven’t released their data
• In Spain this probably qualifies as a subversive result and people love subversive results so much these days that they throw skepticism and integrity out the window

That said, it could be true.

I had a peculiar nightmare a few days ago.

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I dreamed that about ten years older than I now am, I was called to be the prophet.  I felt a suffocating weight of responsibility.  I decided I needed to be healthy and vigorous throughout the term of the calling so I determined that in a year’s time and every year thereafter I would swim to the California shore from an island off the coast (in my dream, Catalina Island).  This resolution would make sure I kept up with exercise and health even in the middle of the day to day press of the job, and it would also mean that when I became absolutely too frail to do my duties, I would free up the office for someone else, by dieing.

I dreamed I did my first swim.  It was hard and desperate, but I made it.

Same thing the next year and for many more years.  It was never easy.

Finally I was getting well on in years, 80s or 90s, something like that, and feeble.  I had a feeling I might not make it this time.  I start out swimming.  There’s a boat trailing along with my wife and some Church people.  The water is cold and choppy.  Waves keep slapping me in the face.  I am so cold.  The sky is gray.  About half way through I can’t go further on, I start going under, the water is all around me filling my mouth, I can’t see, I can’t breathe, and a hand reaches down and grabs my arm.  I convulsively grab back.  They hoist me out of the water onto the boat.  We then proceed to the shore.  I am hunched over under a blanket and brooding.  I realize that my plan was stupid all along.  Of course if I were drowning someone would try to rescue me.  And in the extremity of drowning, of course I would take the help.

We are camped out along the California beach that night.  I sneak off and steal a rowboat.  I row across to the island.  It is very dark, no lights, no stars.  I slide into the black water and start shivering immediately.  I start to swim.  It hurts so bad, I am at my last strength almost immediately.  About 1/3 of the way across, I drown.  I can’t breathe, I can only barely twitch my limbs, I am sinking under, the water swirls around me, I am going under under under

..    and then I woke up gasping.

It gives me the shivers writing about it now.

I was a stern practitioner of the religion of Doubt, and almost nothing could dissuade me from it. In my teens I focused my doubt on the things of the Right: the religious traditions, the various hierarchies, and (especially!) the vestigial prohibitions on certain hedonic pursuits. Later I extended Doubt into the sacred ground of the left as well: the believability of Science, the evilness of white people, the awfulness of the past…

You can probably see where the next step was taking me. For better or for worse, doubt performs poorly in recursion. And so I began to doubt it.

-a tiny excerpt from the Depths of Crackpot Illogic, by our friend Sol

His list of things he was looking for in a church is meaningful to me, especially 1, 2, 4, and 7, and 8 only slightly behind.

On the sweetness

You have a new missionary speak.  Brand new.  He is terrified.  He reads his talk, eyes glued on the page.  He starts with jokes.  Very deadpan, since his eyes are glued to the page.  It somehow makes them very funny. Your bishop is shaking with laughter.

Then he gets to the serious part.  He is testifying and pouring out his soul to the wooden stand and the piece of typed paper on it.  He still can’t raise his eyes.  It moves you.

You betcher I’m blame fool whoopin’ and hollerin’

Ascension

Splashdown

Return to tower  (If you only click one link, click this one)

Implications

Here

I was doodling about Elder Bednar’s talk in a free moment.  The doodles showed me something about  the relationship pride has to despair.

To recap, Elder Bednar’s talk suggested to me that one aspect of pride is a fixation on present circumstances whereas humility recognizes that the future is uncertain.  More specifically, pride refuses to believe that the present can change or refuses to do what is necessary to change it.

The difference between pride and despair is only one of degree.

These are two simple examples of pride and despair.  The proud man or woman is doing well and is certain it will always be that way because they deserve it.  The despairing is doing poorly and refuses to  believe that can ever change.

Here are some more complicated examples.

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So many things only make sense when you consider the time factor.
Elder Bednar’s talk on Saturday is an example.  He illuminated what humility truly is for us mortals.

He said that humility is awareness that you can fail.   Which is different from demeaning yourself.

(All thoughts after this are my own, Elder Bednar bears no fault for them.)

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Here’s a general conference retrospective for t he October 2024 semiannual.

I personally received less inspiration than normal but what I did receive was directly aimed at the concerns I brought in.

What you get here isn’t the inspiration.  It’s notes, some of them idiosyncratic and none the produce of mature reflection.

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Please enjoy this conference.  Pray for the spirit of revelation to rest upon God’s prophets and God’s people.

Source

The Anglosphere is about 1.5 to 1.6 with Canada worse.  That suggests that in two generations half of the people you think of as England or Australia or America will be gone.  Unless birth rates keep dropping, which they will.

Spain is at 1.1.  Each generation halving.  I feel grief.

Every country everywhere has radically dropping birth rates with no end in sight.

We Saints are following the same trend, just a few years behind..  More temples, less people. I sometimes hear optimists and visionaries say someday every stake will have its own temple!  Man, I hope so.  But I wince because what I am afraid I hear is someday every temple will have a stake.  Wo to him who says all is well in Zion.

Our minds our set up to think of population destruction in terms of deaths.  But the scale of population destruction happening here is the equivalent of a massive universal bloodshed without end.

The Book of Mormon populations died by the sword.  What if they died like we do?
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Here’s some perspective on Nephite chronology.  All I have done is take the events of Nephite history from the perspective of a Nephite at the time of Christ’s coming to the Americas and how far in the past it would have felt by relating it to events in our past from the perspective of 2024.  I am just following the standard chronology in the Book of Mormon notes.

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There once was a bird who wanted to go higher and higher.

The bird spent much of its time beating up into the sky.  Its wings grew strong.  It also became a master of currents and convection.  It grew wiser and subtler in its knowledge of air.  It even, in its desire to go higher, learned things and did things for high quality food surfaces–so that it could spend longer times trying to get higher before it had to come back down–than any bird had before.

But it grew old.

As it lay dying, struggling to launch itself for one last try, and failing, a wise old creature came by and told it sadly that in fact the air grew thinner the higher up one went and this is why the bird had in the days of its great success only been able to eke out a few more feet of height in each attempt.  In fact, the creature explained, eventually the air grew too thin to breathe and vanished altogether.

“Then I will make more air,” the bird defiantly exclaimed.  The dying bird struggled once more to get off the ground.

A voice from heaven said, “that is right.  Soon you will come to a place where I have already created infinite air.  The muscle you gained in  your glory I will return to you along with all your knowledge.  You will finally be able to soar like you were meant to.”

(ref Gen. 3:21, Moses 4:27)

What does the coat of skins represent?

The garment, obviously, although it would be more accurate to say that the garment represents the coat of skins instead of vice versa.

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